Sunday, December 31, 200610:13 AM
just to end the year.
1. If you could give just one word for '06 what would it be?
~* depression.
2. What are your favorite memories of '06?
~* marami masyado eh.
3. From 1-10 how would you rate this year?
~* 8 [random.]
4. If you could change one thing about '06 what would it be?
~* i actually don't know.
5. If you could rewind back to one moment in 2006, what would it be?
~* er... i'm still thinking.
FRIENDS:
1. Did you make any new friends?
~* i guess so.
2. Do you think any of your friends have changed?
~* yeah. a lot of things happened.
3. Do you still have the same friends you had in the beginning of the year?
~* yep.
4. Who would you say was your best friend overall this year?
~* youko & tin.
5. Who are your CLOSEST friends?
~* tin, dee, kp, culz, youko, sila-sila.
LIFE:
1. Do you have any regrets for this year?
~* think so. i just can't remember it.
2. Has a lot changed in your life?
~* yeah.
3. Do you think you have changed?
~* sort of.
4. Do you have a New Year’s resolution? What is it?
~* less depression.
RELATIONSHIPS:
1. Have you had any heartbreaks this year?
~* maybe?
2. Did you break any?
~* ilang test tubes sa lab!
IN 2006, HAVE YOU:
[ ] Kissed anyone
[x] Hugged anyone
[ ] Been out of state
[x] Gone on vacation
[ ] Failed a class
[ ] Been camping
[ ]Ridden a roller coaster
[ ] Gone snow boarding
[ ] Played laser tag
[ ] Been out of the country
[x] Laughed so hard it hurt
[ ] Had surgery
[ ] Been to a bonfire
[ ] Made smores
[ ] Went tanning
[x] Made a mistake
[ ] Prank called anyone
[ ]Dyed your hair
[x] Chopped off a lot of your hair
[ ] Broken any bones
[ ] Been in a physical fight
[ ] Played hide and seek
[x] Been to a funeral
[x] Said something to someone you wish you could take back
[ ] Been to the circus
[ ] Shot a gun
[x] Passed out
[x] Played a sport
[x] Been to the hospital
[ ] Been pantsed
[x] Lost your voice
[ ] Gone to the zoo
[x] Gone shopping
[x] Cooked your own food
[ ] played paintball
[ ] Gone mudding
[x] Painted a room
[x] Lost weight
[ ] Gone four wheeling
[ ] Lost someone important to you
[x] Slept for over 12 hours
Resolutions...
Do you want to Lose weight?
~* it's ok. if i don't get to lazy to do it.
Exercise more?
~* guess so.
Get a better job?
~* get better grades at school! yeah!
Go to school/college?
~* already in college.
Quit smoking?
~* i don't smoke.
Quit Drinking?
~* don't drink either.
Have any other resolution? Or No resolution?
~* iisipin ko pa!
Are you going to Get married?
~* haha. asa! in 48 years! lol.
Have a baby?
~* pag si *toot* ang ama, oo! rofl.
Buy a house?
~* i will. someday.
Move out on your own?
~* we all have to, do we?
Graduate from school?
~* yep, in 2009.
See your child graduate
~* if i'll have one.
Any other major things going on?
~* la naman.
And Lastly...
Do you have any hopes for 2007?
~* a LOT!!
What are they?
~* naku. wag na. aabutin tayo ng pasko for next year!
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Saturday, December 30, 200610:17 PM
happy new year!!
i am not so sure if this would be my last post but what the heck. i've made a good update on my fanfic, i'm almost in the middle of the story but i'm planning to make it shorter or i don't know. maybe i'll post the link here someday. *grins* i'm thinking about making a year-ender post but still... me is too lazy to think about things. i've colored my nails black, again. but i didn't cover the whole nail, just a strip of black in the center. = ) i'm loving it! reminds me of someone...
ack!~ nitatamad nako magtype! bukas na lang! night!
si emo boy --> princess! cute-ness! ROFL.
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Thursday, December 28, 20063:07 PM
CRAP LOAD.
yay-ness! i've watched NCIS on star movies earlier. finally! my prayers are answered! i've been waiting for this since summer. but the episode shown is still on season 2 and i have watched ALL the season 2 episodes. o_O the thought of it sucks but i will still watch it anyway just because i hearts NCIS that much.
i haven't been updating my blog lately because... because... i've been busy with the INO message
boards and making picture captions and... scavenging for good photos of them. i'm quite optimistic to start a fansite | philippine-based. and i'm pretty much frustrated with what to do with it. (x_X) this is what i get for being so hooked up.
i was suppose to register today for a voter's i.D. heck, it was cancelled. just right on time because i'm too lazy to go out today. i need to study for our exams when we return to school and i've just lifted a pages of the book, not even digested what i've read. i was suppose to do a report, and what the heck, i still haven't started it. and i need to finish cleaning up my room, but wtf, i don't feel like doing it. oh yeah, thank you my procastinator being!
gawd, i'm a depressed trigger-happy kid. ~* i thought i was pretty normal but i now realized that i'm not very normal at all. i was suicidal when i was in my elementary years, i was close to cutting. well, i did but i guess the blade wasn't so sharp. i would draw myself plans of how to die. i came up with lots of them, hanging, falling down on the roof or on the 2nd floor, and getting an overdose. i love the sight of blood splatters around, stick figures that looks violent, lots of black and red, disembodied drawings of myself, and yes, i do love caskets and vampires and everthing not normal to normal people. i was a loner then but i bully kids, specifically boys, and i was a delinquent once. i make up lies, i disobeyed my parents, i drink sparkling soda thinking and pretending it was alcohol. yet, i get good grades and i don't drink nor smoke. i don't flirt. i don't date. i almost died and not afraid of it. i have a major life change but i'm getting back to my old self again. damn. what's wrong with me?
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Monday, December 25, 20068:09 PM
zaturnnah en ze gips op lab.
just got home from a very tiring christmas day but heck i had fun + sore maximum all in the same day! =D lol. we watched zsazsa zaturnnah ze moveeh and it was cute! hehe. ada [rustom p.] is like a living barbie doll,^^ very very preeti *glomps*. he(?) wears pink and i like it on him(?) and dodong was hunk-ilicious! harhar! i was really envying over zsazsa & kitkat's wig... because red and purple is soooo yummy! looking at it makes me think of snow cones.
then we went to glorietta for no reason at all. i bought the album {
FINALLY!!!!} and considered it as a christmas gift to myself.. well, not really. because the money i spent for it was from my tita and my besprend = so it's like it's their gift to me. duh. yeah, i was so excited to hold that black parade album in my arms baby! lol. and now i don't want any fingerprints other than mine to be on it. <-- freakazoid. i also bought a new shirt from amblvd, a black one with white stripes and a skull on it. it's extremely beloved. i'll be wearing it for the new year, hoping next year my world will all turn into black and white and crimson. i better stop spending or i'll be broke even before the year ends. o_O the horror!
~ the shirt i was talking about + TBP album. ~
we commuted our way home and talked about marriage 'coz my mom's gonna be attending a wedding on the 28th. and it came to me that maybe, just maybe, i do want to marry someday. but only to the person who will understand my idiosyncrasies... i told my her [ma] that if ever, emphasize the IF, i'll get married... it'll be in shades of black, white and crimson. the wedding dress' gonna be in black and dark red roses. i know it would look much like a funeral but i don't care. and yes, the date of the wedding will be on the 31st of october.^^ {it's emo boy's birthday anyway}
peace and love this christmas...
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12:04 AM
merry christmas!
i've gots nothing better to say.. just a merry christmas to all! ^__^ have a blessed christmas guys! let's not forget to pray and be thankful for everything we have okay? it's not the same christmas we have this year but we're still fortunate to be able to celebrate it. Thank God.
blessed be to you guys. have fun this holidays!
listening to the songs of your favorite band on christmas eve... sweet.
cheers to us and to everyone we love! xoxo
PS: we saw rustom padilla earlier @ aliw theater. he's in a pink gown portraying ADA from zsazsa zaturnnah ze movie. heck. he looks pretty.
and btw, i'll be buying the black parade album maybe tomorrow. ^^ i can't wait.
~ greetings from trigger-happy [^my hair color here is edited^]
may all your emotions be fully functional this season, stay happy!
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EDIT: it's officially christmas, the fireworks outside are loud. and i'm still up watching hey arnold episodes at youtube. i wish i could sleep but insomnia strikes. i wish i drink alcohol so that i could drink myself to sleep and just be sober in the morning.. i'm just kidding.
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Saturday, December 23, 20067:24 PM
tired.
i have to do my general cleaning for my room today. ~ack. i'm dead tired and i'm not finished yet. o_O i'm so tired that all i want to do now is to sleep. zzzzzzzz....
presents to be opened tomorrow. one more sleep to go!
merry christmas! ^___^
(c) trigger-happy
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Friday, December 22, 200610:29 PM
christmas party.
our christmas party just ended minutes ago. it was dead tiring. o_O but it was heck fun. ^____^ we had our exchanging of gifts, i was surprised to find out that my mother was the one who picked me, she gave me a shirt and a notebook. i again, ate a lot. you can't resist good food, can you? it's still 1o pm and i'm already sleepy yet i'm hungry, so i'll eat first before heading off to sleep. but of course i won't sleep immediately or i'll have indigestion [which is evil]. some of the pictures i took i uploaded at my multiply site and will upload the other batch tomorrow.
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i wore my punk-look get up today. and i didn't have the time to fix my hair, which surprisingly turned out to be nice.... because there was an angle of me that somehow looked like gerard way [because of the hair] and i had my red + black makeup and a pale looking face. looking at myself makes me wanna hug me. lol.
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Thursday, December 21, 200611:31 PM
yowsers! her heart skipped!
results from a quick kwiz generator: i couldn't figure how to post it here correctly. so i just copied the results. o_O
Who would you date in My Chemical Romance?
Name: 'trigger-happy'
DOB : 'april 24'
Favorite MCR song: 'helena'
You would go out with: Frank [~ack!*faints*]
Who is secretly in love with you: Ray
Who tries to break you two up: Mikey [haha. 3rd party.]
Do they break you two up: TRUE
Name: 'charmaine'
DOB: 'april 24'
Favorite MCR song: 'helena'
You would go out with: Gerard [OMG.]
Who is secretly in love with you: Mikey
Who tries to break you two up: Gerard
Do they break you two up: FALSE
nyahahahaha!!! ^^ OMG! t'was
fun funny! but wouldn't you wish this was real?!?
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10:39 PM
flat tire.
nasiraan kami ng sasakyan. nabutas yung gulong. darn. kabado ang nanay ko dahil siya ang nagddrive. pero ayos lang, keri naman. hindi pa ako nakakabili ng pants dahil nagdalawang isip ako. christmas party namin bukas at medyo... hindi ako excited. for what reason? i don't know. siguro ganun talaga, hindi lang ako ang nag-iisang tao na hindi masyadong nararamdaman ang pasko. siguro kasi maraming hindi magandang nangyayari sa paligid kaya ganun at maraming taong hindi magiging masaya sa pasko.... yung mga taong nasunugan at yung mga nasalanta sa bicol. Lord, please wag nyo po silang pababayaan. guys, let's say some prayers for them this christmas, it's the best gift we can give and if you can, donate something that will be useful for them. it will really mean a lot. ^___^
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9:01 AM
red stars.
made a new template still featuring my chemical romance. i think i'm becoming less amateur-ish with making layouts and with photoshop. *pats back* feel free to comment . this vacation will be so rendered. ^^
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Wednesday, December 20, 20068:15 PM
gluttony.
i didn't attend the paskuhan. i was too tired to do so because i commuted my way back home earlier. and i'm still tired until now... well, not that much tired. i somehow wished i didn't go to school anymore because we didn't have classes [we almost had] but we negotiated it. we had our own christmas party... we just ate and ate and played some games, laughtrip, camwhored and did i say we ate? oh yeah. lol. i ate a lot today: i had two breakfasts. o_O and after it i still feel hungry. oh no. gluttony? no-no.
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i've been watching videos at youtube again. ^^ mcr is overflowing with love. i watched a video where they are featured as the artist of the month and there was this segment called 'mcr naked' where fans get to ask them questions. there was this one girl who asked what were their jobs before becoming mcr. ray was a gas station attendant and a janitor [ frank then said: "you were a janitor?" ~XD ]. bob washed dishes and started a lawn business that failed, mikey and gerard worked in a supermarket pushing carts [ they have pushcarts pushers that handsome?!? ] haha. frank was also a gas station attendant and an assistant of some kind but the cutest part was when frank said he worked as a telemarketer... and all the other guys said: "WHOA..." <3XD
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Tuesday, December 19, 20068:31 PM
santang terorista.
"... stop me from killing my annoying brother." - me.
christmas vacation will officially begin tomorrow @ 1:00PM. ~weee! *bounce* excitement galore ito. tinatamad ako mag-aral dahil gusto ko na lang talagang mag-chill. ack. ang pagppost ko sa salitang filipino ay nakakapangiba. ewan. so ayun, baka magpaskuhan ako bukas. ^^ magkikita-kita kami siguro ulit ng mga hayskul friendships. lol. ako ay sadyang masaya ulit sa araw na ito... o_O bumili na naman ako ng bag. my guilty pleasure.
black + white with skull prints = LOVE.
nagsimbang gabi ako kaninang madaling araw. --> pointless. simbang madaling araw pala dapat. kaso yung mass kagabi dun sa phase 2, yun yung mass kanina dito sa phase 1. kaya parang dalawang beses ko inulit yung mass. *tugoinks.*
nakita ko siya kanina... and he was wearing blue and he looks way too gay. yeah. pero hindi niya ako pinansin... *sniff.* dinaandaanan niya lang ako. ouch.
si
santang terorista ay umatake na naman kanina sa main building at naging mga biktima niya na naman kami. effort. sheesh.
promise, mukha siyang terorista lalong lalo na sa kulay maduming-puti niyang yarn na bigote. kung kamukha niya ang real santa... hinding hindi ako magpapakabait. lolz.
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Monday, December 18, 200611:14 PM
speak so.
C | Cool |
H | Hairy |
A | Ambivalent |
R | Radical |
M | Misunderstood |
A | Ambivalent |
I | Ideal |
N | New |
E | Emotional |
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11:03 PM
incinerate.
i'm a less-happy person,
detached from the outside world
rejoicing in my silence
i favor inexistence of my superficial
physical being
my eyes are tired and weary from insomnia
thoughts are playing in my mind
silent suicidal thoughts
i'm fighting from within
in this sweet war, save me
because i'm slowly giving in. [december 14. 2006 10:59am]
** a little thing i made while listening to class.
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4th day of simbang gabi : accomplished!
the mass was great, the priest was great too, he was telling stories and stuffs that you can actually relate to. ^^ my headache was persistent during the mass but goodness i survived it and still surviving it. i'm still up to study for tomorrow's exams. wish me luck!
"what will you ask for after your 9 days novena?..."
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7:56 PM
nominated and happy.
I have been nominated for the Filipino Blogger of the week award. thanks to
sir talksmart. i don't personally know him but heck, i feel honored having my blog being one of the nominees for the week 35. *i'm bursting in moods of happiness + excitement.* please vote for me...
please? kindly vote here. maraming salamat!
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my
heart eyes and head are hurting like well... hell. i'm feeling my temples throbbing and it sucks coz'
i will, i mean I WANT go to attend mass later.
...YES, i love attending the mass. most especially when the priest's sermon is good and soul-satisfying.
the exams were a bit... ~ack. harder than i imagined. yeah, it was hard as usual and brain-draining. i've been studying last night and woke up early at 3:30 this morning just to again, study. MCR-PRS lec exam was really confusing. confusing in its entirety. i wasn't able to answer some of the fill in the blanks questions because i have no idea of the answer although i have read about it... i didn't really memorize all of it. but at least it's all over now, i can feel christmas vacation already! ^______^ *tackles anyone in sight*
we watched jonas earlier in the himig songfest and she rocked. she off tracked a bit on the high notes [her song was "bukas nalang kita mamahalin" ] but she's still good. it felt good supporting your classmate/s in such competitions plus the fact that audience impact counts. =D
it's good to be back writing again, blogging has been my life 3 or 4 years ago and i stopped because of my ever-loved studies but still, i keep coming back for it. and i guess i'm keeping it alive, at least for now. writing had been my only way of expressing my thoughts and telling my stories since i can't find a person patient enough to listen and understand to my not-so normal ideas and my unending rantings. thanks for keeping me sane. thanks for sparing a moment to read or at least visit my blog. thanks for ... just EVERYTHING. it means a lot to a distorted soul like me. ~
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Sunday, December 17, 20068:22 PM
of oranges + greens.
wakokoko! ^___^ he was wearing orange and me in green. oooooohhhh.... beloved! ~ack!
my younger sister said: "ate, ang tawag dun. CO-ACCIDENCE." lol.
EDIT: hindi parin ako tapos sa aking 'co-accidence' encounter with him. my trauma pa! haha. but most of it felt surreal. lol. *kilig mode talaga.* forgive me for the word, it sounds corny but that's what it really felt. he really is such a nice person, i didn't expect him to talk to me for at least a minute but he did. and beat that, we talked amidst the very busy crowd, the very very busy crowd. just imagining that scene gives me the goosebumps, it was like a scene in a romantic movie. harharhar.
now i have a reason to say hi to him every once in a while. ^^
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Saturday, December 16, 200610:49 PM
wishlist.
simply because it's almost christmas time and i'm feeling quite ecstatic today though with streaks of my usual laziness. i decided to start my wishlist. i don't mind having / not having them. this list is just a product of my current materialism and excessively malfunctioning imagination. all things listed here are.. well, things. i have wishes that are far more important than these and God knows what those things are.
here goes my wishlist:
~ a boyfriend..or boyfriends or a gay boyfriend would do. lol. *i don't get my point for putting it first on the list. oh heck.*
~ a psychiatrist. *i need to consult my manic-depressive states*
~ NCIS season 4 dvd. *i miss abby sciuto + gibbs*
~ a digicam + mp4 *just simply because i know i can't have an iPod video*
~ black stuffs... er.. like a black cat stuffed toy that looks like one of emily strange's cats.. o_O
~ a pair of black hi-x converse shoe with white shoelaces with pretty skeleton images on it.
~ a memory extension for my laptop. i have lots of ripping to do. *i'm sorry frank, i hate to do this too.*
~ a photoshop CS application.
~ did i mention i need a boyfriend? haha.
billie! maging lalake ka na! lol tlga.
~ i want to see spongebob in gothic-emo style. i bet he would look dashing.
~ isang malaking poster ni emo boy ko. and when i say malaki, i mean HUGE.~
yan muna for now. don't worry, i'll add more tomorrow.
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1:45 PM
crazy. no, dysfunctional.
manic. depressive. me. bipolar. needs psychiatrist. now. or i'll go crazy. i've always wanted to see a shrink just simply because i know i need to.
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1:30 PM
overslept.
i woke up early today to attend the first day of simbang gabi. and i have this feeling again of full contentment... i felt like a child longing to have her favorite stuffed toy and ended up being able to get it and getting more. i'm thankful that i had my hopes up today and i didn't ignore my cellphone alarm. the mass was great and there were lots of people who attended it. ^^ after having the mass, i decided to go back to bed, not to sleep but to just chill and kill time but my eyes were like having some kind of a problem so i went to sleep.
i woke up. it's already 11:30!! omg. i really overslept and my head was aching like hell. sheesh...
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i really feel that it's christmas time already. ^___^ i can't wait!! i've been watching MCR videos on you tube again this morning. and it's just maximum satisfaction for me. lol. frank, gerard and mikey are really drool-worthy. rofl. i've download already four of their videos and it's heaven on earth.. i sooo <3 them. *swoon* i'll study later for our upcoming monthly exams... then it's VACATiON already!!!!
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Friday, December 15, 200610:04 PM
simbang gabi na mamayang madaling araw!!!
today is simply just... CRAZINESS DAY. lol. sabi ko nga, "nagawa ko sa isang araw ang magagawa ko sa isang taon."
~ i forged a signature. i admit it.
~ i did some supposedly-'art' on my shoes again. and hey, it does looks nice.
~ i laughed hard. and i mean hard that when you do it, you could actually spray out some liquid from your nostrils. wahahaha! rofl. [it's true. good thing i wasn't drinking anything when i was laughing or else...]
~ i drooled. well, i was laughing so hard when it happened! it's normal and it's not gross. i actually think it was... erm... cute. in a not-so-typical way.
~ i listened to my 'my chemical romance' playlist more than 10x today. crazy? no.
~ i sat on the corridor floor while waiting for our professor to arrive. ^__^ it was fun.
~ i had the temptation to cut classes. well, only for one subject.
~ i failed the online quiz. 11/23 and the passing score is 12. sheesh... but i don't feel bad at all.
~ i did a new render again.
~ a little boy aged 15 who was my chat mate actually asked me to be his girlfriend. WTFLOL.
~ i had a score of 8/10 on our microbial technique practical exam. the professor actually said a compliment: "you're so comfortable with that." that referring to the petri dish and the inoculating loop.
~ i watched a bunch of MCR videos on you tube.
~ we had no biostatistics today.
~ i saw b.713 today... but i only saw his back. and he was wearing a blue floral polo. *grins*
~ i miss my old friends but i will be seeing them tomorrow.
~ i saw some old friends on friendster and added them up. ack~! i even saw my former crush' friendster account!
~ i wrote a lot for my post today.
~ i'm very excited for the simbang gabi... *i can already feel the chill.*
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Wednesday, December 13, 20061:17 PM
failing is something i'm not yet immune with.
F word to that biochem lab monthly exam. seriously. i'm 95% sure i'll fail it. i've only answered about 25% of it and my answers are not even sure-proof. T_T sheesh... kung kasing dali lang ng pag-ccomputer and biochem, papasa ako panigurado. si master yoda daw kasi ang gumawa ng exam... nagpa-chill2 pa ako kagabi. oh well, nangyari na yun.
i'll just hope for something good.
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Tuesday, December 12, 20067:10 PM
busy week.
masyadong busy ang week na ito. kaya sa weekend nalang ako mag-uupdate!
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Sunday, December 10, 20061:15 PM
i will always be your little trigger-happy girl.
another render i made just today. because i just have nothing to do. it's obvious that it's inspired by my chemical romance --> 'my innocent romance'. ^^ it always makes me trigger-happy when i do some render photos of myself and some things while listening to them.
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matsuri yesterday was a blast! ^^ cosplaying had never been that good.. most especially when you're around these exceptionally great people. to yojichan, akairo, psych, emau and dycee, ulirat, shin, sir chris, labrat and beany: kudos to you! i had happiness maximum with you guys! thanks for the moments! *glomps*. though i have to admit that i was quite grumpy yesterday, because i was dehydrated, hungry and sooo sleepy.
after matsuri, i will get rest muna from cosplaying. back to study ulit. *shrugs* o_O oh well, i will miss cosplaying but i will be back next year!! oh yeah... i will. pag-iipunan ko na ang susunod na costume! n_n
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it's been raining since this morning. i don't why or how but there is something in the drain that drains your spirit when your indoors. ironic thing is... how come when you get soaked up under the rain... it takes all the sadness and pain away.
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Friday, December 8, 20069:36 PM
i will be your little trigger-happy girl and you will be my little emo boy.
i'm soooo excited for matsuri tomorrow! ~XD sa sobrang excited... i can't sleep and i have numerous flutterbyes in my stomach that made me feel uneasy all day.
hindi na ko nakaalis sa harap ng computer dahil sa kakahanap ng pics ng my chem. isa na akong adik, aminado ako.
OT muna:
The University of Blogging
Presents to charmaine
An Honorary Bachelor of Non Sequiturs
Majoring in Emo
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Blogging DegreeFrom Go-Quiz.comwow. majoring in emo. how on earth did this generator know?!?
i'm watching mcr videos in youtube... and i have a new favorite! it's 'i'm not okay (i promise)'. the video is LOVE. uber. hihihi. si little emo boy kow!!!! roflol.
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6:12 PM
deathwish of a broken heart.
"bakit kaya ganun?..."
is it normal for people who got their hearts broken to keep breaking it and don't feel the pain anymore? is it normal that you go and love someone and you keep it to yourself until t hurts so bad and when you get tired you go loving some other person again and it just goes around and around? and then you just feel empty at some point in your life that you wish that you shouldn't have the heart that loves at all... hope the emptiness will just go away the next day you wake up. and then the cycle goes on and on all over again.
" no, i am not in love. i'm just effing infatuated with love. "
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2:10 PM
all i want for christmas is you. nakikinig ako ng famous last words ng my chem ngayon at.... nagddaydream! wahahaha! marry me!!
isn't he such a sweetheart?
it's an icon i made after watching their video 'i'm not okay'.^^ he is so my little emo boy.
becuase gerard and mikey are my emo hubbies. lolz!!
please credit and comment if you're gonna grab this icon.
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Thursday, December 7, 200611:01 PM
just when life is so sweet.
this day was really in favor for all of us. since classes on thursday are 10am, i had a good sleep last night. i told myself i was gonna wake up early to do some studying... err.. but i woke up an hour before going to school. >.< so i wasn't able to study. dadi texted and said that we have no classes on phar11 lab [woohoo!] i moved so slow because i was watching mig ayesa on studio 23. (yes, i do love mig ayesa.)
i went to school at 8 and had a foodtrip sa mcdo. frenchfries and large sprite! yum!
SCL was the usual boring pero naaawa ako kay sir kaya next meeting mag-rrecite na ako! aja!
then lunch...
lunch was okay. i ate less. nag-type pa kami ng epal na formal report. o_O
and i was thinking of MCR all day long. *still drooling over gerard and mikey way*
OT: my cellphone just moved. literally. without no one touching it or getting close to it. sheesh...
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found this nice icon on the net.... oooohhhh... i wish i was his hand. *sigh*
btw, his fingers are so damn *what's the word?* sexy?.. his eyes and his hair too are way too hotness galore.
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okay, back to where i was. we were s'pose to have a quiz on biochem... buti nalang wala yung papers! woohoo ulet!! the experiment was not so hard but was so... "f" frustrating. isa lang kasi ang graduated cylinder. and there was this weird thing that happened... one of the lab technicians in our college was in our lab for a visit, i said hi to him since i know him. he responded well enough... but i was really freaked when he went behind me and suddenly pulled my hair. o_O i was like *eyebrows raised* and WT*?!? what's wrong with him? though he didn't really pulled it that hard but hey! we're not that touchy close okay?
but i'm already okay about it now... but still weirded out. yeah.. because of the fact that he pulled my hair playfully and that was not even 0.001% nice. we have no classes tomorrow anyway. so i'll be prepping up for matsuri and on our pharmarade. yes, i'm gonna take that seriously because i wanna make moments with my friends. *glomps to friends*
OMG. my boots are gonna be modified tomorrow.. i can't wait! and i'm making black cat ears and lace-ing my umbrella. ^^ i'm so trigger-happy!! i feel like exploding into million pieces.
postscript: i missed you today b.713 dearie. i wish i could see you on monday and i'm gonna camwhore with you! lolz! i can't wait to see you in your 'costume'. *grinz*
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Wednesday, December 6, 20069:36 PM
BLACK is LOVE.
this day is again , indeed,
full of surprises. but it was more of the eyestrain really... 5 hours straight in the computer lab is like torture in cybergeek world. o_O freaky.
b.713 was surprisingly present for more than 5minutes today... which made me get all jumpy and trigger-happy again. *shriek* how i wish he could say my name over and over again... *sigh* roflol.
sorry for my english, i want to post in filipino but i'm typing it in english. gomenasai.
ayun, alisin muna natin ang ingles. nyay. ang hirap. sheesh...
my nails are black na nga pala. ooh.. black is so much love. and my sibling labeled me emo-punk-goth already... no i'm not. well, maybe a bit emo and a bit goth. but i don't mind, i love being this way, this is the way i breath and live.
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tumatawag si "panic-mode girl" at hindi ko sinasagot ang tawag niya. bad girl. syempre, kukulitin niya ako sa formal report namin at ayaw ko pa yun isipin. mamaya na ang brainstorming sessions.
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yan ako sa araw na ito. para bang minamalas ako buong araw. oh well, basta ba andyan si b.713... ayos na. eww-ness naman oh, cheesy na naman ako. GOOD NEWS! minus 1kg na ang weight ko! woohoo! kahit papano tuloy-tuloy na to.. hopefully. i need to lose weight and i need my discipline badly because i'm starting to lose it. o sya, gagawa na ako ng kung ano man. bahala na. OT: the moon is exceptionally looking great tonight and it never felt so good.
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Tuesday, December 5, 200611:41 PM
♥ love is everywhere. ♥
if this is the case, issurrender ko na ang sarili ko. basta akin na yung concert tix. =)
see? i'm not studying. kamusta naman yun? at least naka-aral na ako for MCR-PRS. [syempre gusto ko itype yung MCR, kahit pwede namang micropara nalang.] lol. yay! no more teeth hurts. though medyo expensive ang dentist ha.
oh well... medyo trigger-happy na naman ako ngayon, dahil tapos na ang layout ko!! woohoo!! *party poppers pops around* diba hindi naman ako masyadong natutuwa sa galak? basta masaya talaga though incomplete nga lang ang araw ko... huhuhu. hindi ko nga lang nakita si b.713 today... [ew. jologista na naman ako.]
ei anong petsa na?!? tutulog nako. bukas nalang ako mag-aaral! ^____^ night!
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Monday, December 4, 20068:46 PM
how on earth will i tell you that i LOVE YOU?
crappy talaga ng feeling kapagka nagkakaroon ka ng "
raging of hormones."
ako na ata ang taong walang kapaguran as of this moment 9:03 pm december 4, 2006. blame the full moon... ewan ko kung bakit pero talagang energized lang ako lalo na pag full moon. okay, enough weird ideas.
this day was jam-packed. daming nangyari. sa sobrang dami e parang tinatamad na akong isulat. 10:15 na at eto pa lang ang nasusulat ko. so let me finish this thing... so ayun, wala pa rin akong matinong template hanggang ngayon kasi nawiwili ako sa paghahanap ng icons. @_@ wafuness galore talaga ang magkapatid na way. nappervert tuloy ang utak ko at gusto na silang pakasalan. amp! lol.
hindi pa pala ako nagddinner. wai. gutuman talaga ito. hindi pa din ako nag-aaral. ewan ko ba. namimiss ko na si b.713 kahit kakatext niya lang. adik na talaga ako sa kanya. freak. o_O argh!!! sheesh feeling me having na naman... trigger-happy girl mode ulet.
bukas or later na yung ibang post. procastinator mode on again.
i hearts you
billie.
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Sunday, December 3, 20067:10 AM
ito na ata ang pinakamatagal na weekend sa taong ito. at sa pagkahaba-haba ng oras ay wala pa akong naa-accomplish na matino. o_O sheesh... but i swear na mag-aaral ako mamaya. at least may magagawa na din ako. at yung template ko na ginagawa? wala pang 25%... sa kadahilanang hindi ako makapagdecide sa concept, images at colors na gagamitin at brushes na paglalaruan and it sucks big time na stuck ka lang sa kawalan at hindi mo alam kung anong gagawin mo. wow. frustration galore.
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the trigger happy girl
Saturday, December 2, 20062:17 AM
SEE MY LAYOUT?!!?
lol. i'm just so super excited-slash-happy-slash-whatever about it. i love it because it's MCR and it's kawaii. whoever made this layout is like *bow* to you... masyado mo akong pinasaya sa araw na ito. *sniff* despite the storm that is heading our way, i'm still optimistic about things. maybe because gerard and mikey way are very sexy-riffic boys.. and add b.713 to that too. lol.
OT: i liked the the sexy-licious sound to those bishies. i really like gothic-looking + glass-wearing + gay(?) guys. oh yeah.
so enough daydreaming. haha. where was i again?
hours earlier, we went out and watched HAPPY FEET. and it made me all trigger happy inside + all the mcr galore i had.. it felt like heaven.
mumble is full of kawaii-ness!^^ and his happy feet is er... happy! it's a very nice movie, a feel-good one. it would make you say "awwww..." for like numerous times. and the soundtrack is good to the ears. *puts it on my download list*
i guess it's that when you're sufficiently happy and then you get happy-hyped again, you get happiness constipation. ^___^ it's not really that bad at all, it's just plain addicting. see? it made me write this post in almost full-english. nosebleed. haha. i want to write a longer post, i miss the good 'ol days when i write almost about everything and it takes up all the space in my blog and nobody cares. i write nonsense blabbers and people just read and comment and that's just about it.
OT: because of this happiness i'm having inside me right now, i decided to have my blog come back to life again. ...and it doesn't involve making new accounts again. i hate remembering passwords and usernames.
^^^^^^
i wrote this post last night but wasn't able to post it anymore.
so i woke up this morning particularly with an eye that hurts. sheesh.. good thing i woke up early so i can also start early with the particular things i wanna do today... and templating is one of them. i really have to admit that i am starting to get overly in like with my chem romance, i mean, who wouldn't like them anyway?
another OT again: i stumbled upon pictures of bishie emo boys. and oh they are so... *speechless*
Labels: my chemical romance. happy feet. happy. gothic bishies.
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