damn, i hate being sick.
Saturday, January 27, 200710:16 PM
ack. nadale ako ng sipon at nilagnat buong araw. at syempre hindi iyon nakakatuwa... nagtambak ang aaralin, gagawin, ireresearch at kung ano ano pa. worst, hindi ako nakaligo ngayong araw at hindi nakapunta sa debut ni kaille. namaaaaaan! pero thank God, wala na akong lagnat. o_O kahit papano magagawa ko na yung mga dapat kong gawin.
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for some reasons, i
hate my father. well, not intensely. whatever the reasons are, i just hate it. his rants are absolutely immature to me. he's talking nonsense. the only things that matters to him is himself and his family (not us family, but his parents + sibling family) sheesh... gawd. how can he be so lame?
i have had issues with him already and it's all his faults, yes, he admitted it. and now, he's the one making all the noise, putting all the blame on me. [he's giving me my own B-F party]
sorry for all these anger rants // i just don't have any other place to throw it. o_O
i HATE all of them.
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a not so good day.
Thursday, January 25, 20078:50 PM
kahit papano ay masaya na ako, pagkatapos ng lahat ng kamalasan ko sa araw na 'to. gawd. masyadong magulo ang buhay buhay college ngayon.
no.1: hindi kami nakapagpasa nung preparation namin ngayon. group work pa yun... namaaaannn!!
no.2: i'm dead sick. [random fact: my colds lasts for 1-2 weeks and it's normal.]
no.3: nagtambak tambak na ang trabaho namin for our pre-thesis research. o_O namumuti na ang mata ko sa pagpapanic.
no.4: badtrip ako sa mga taong walang ginagawa pag experiment... and they take all the good credit. WTFH?!? >.<
no.5: i've got myself a cut on the wrist. not intentionally. accidentally. on a stupid jagged edge of a percolator. and now, i look like an emo freakgirl that cuts herself on the wrists and gets emotionally distressed. gawd. i'm depressed but i don't cut myself.... though i have/had thoughts but i'm badly scared of the sharp object you are suppose to use to do it. see? i wouldn't do it.
but at least, nakapanood ako nc NCIS ngayon... at nanonood parin. and it gives me the good spirit. watching it makes me happy. soooo happy. tatapusin ko lang 'tong isang episode and i'm gonna work, i
swear. sorry on that. i'm not gonna swear on it again.
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somebody's statement made me happy today:
friend: ano yung NCIS? yun ba yung bida gwapo kahit matanda na siya?
me: OMG! oo! siya nga yun!!! *big smile*see? hindi lang ako ang nagagwapuhan kay gibbs. *grin* gwapo naman talaga siya ah! haha!
a little tribute to my most favorite pair, abby and mcgee.
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soree.
Tuesday, January 23, 20075:55 PM
nyay. tumakas na naman ako para lang mag-internet. sheesh... soree. *temptations* awts. okie okie, mag-aaral na po ako. layas na! outta here! *waves*
EDIT: btw, in-add ako ni former
yue sa friendster kanina. oh-em-gee... na-miss ko din pala yung taong yun. kahit papano. ;)
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xx_me loves NCIS_xx
Monday, January 22, 20076:26 PM
for some reason, i've been watching NCIS season 4 in the past three hours. yes, while typing this, i am actually watching. talk about being addicted to it nei? haha.
hindi naman masyado... the truth is, this dvd is just what i bought with my moolahs yesterday. o_O toinks. yikes, i'm actually doing a lot of crapola even though i still have to do a lot of things (crapola doesn't include watching NCIS and feasting my eyes on abby + gibbs + mcgee and... HE. heck yeah, i'm actually guilty for doing nothing at all or maybe i'm just nervous because i'm having my tooth out later. i'm happy because it'll be goodbye to toothache but damn heck i'm pretty nervous. NERVOUS. oooohhhh... nervousness galore. o_O amp.
awww... i hearts these two as much as i hearts everything. &hearts
and
ABBY is my role model. that's why i wanna be just like her.
reasons for my forensics obsession. &hearts
Labels: abby, gibbs, mcgee, NCIS, nervous
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gawd! help!
6:08 PM
oh please kill me... 'coz i'm actually listening to paris hilton. x_X bang bang! ~ack!! help!
Labels: nothing in this world, paris hilton
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looking for love + etc.
Saturday, January 20, 20078:02 PM
di ko parin makalimutan yung kwento ni friend#3. isang malaking WOW. note: all caps ang wow.
para kasing masyadong "wtfh!?!" ang magiging reaksyon ko kapag ganun ang narinig ko, buti nalang kalmado pa ako at napangiti na lang. pero in fairness, nakakatuwa ang mga pangyayari sa kanya. crushie na niya itong si classmate na hindi kahit anong tingin mo ay hindi pasado sa kanyang standards. pero heck, crush na crush na niya at nakakakilig ang moment nila ha. at nainggit naman daw ako? no tenk yu.
hindi ko sinasabing mahal niya na si classmate pero yung katotohanan na itong si classmate na hindi niya taste ay siya pa ngayong dahilan ng pagiging pre-occupied niya. o diba sosyal? siguro nga, ang love ay hindi hinahanap. kusa na lang darating. at whether you like or not (the person or the moment), hinding-hindi ka makakalusot. basta mo na lang mararamdaman.
awwww... how sweet. nyay, isa na akong fan ng kanilang lab story.
kelan pa kaya ako maiinlababo?? hay...
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nice. namiss kong magsulat ng post in filipino. at nahirapan ako, sa totoo lang. siguro dahil nasanay lang ako kaka-ingles at dahil para na rin sa mga taong napapadaan sa blog ko na hindi nakakaintindi ng mga pinagsasasabi ko. (yes, mahal ko ang aking mga mambabasa kahit walang kwenta ang blog ko.) medyo napapahaba na ang post ko kaya mamadaliin ko na lang yung iba ko pang sasabihin..
*** sabi ni kuya star (lab technician sa school) na madaldal daw ako at hindi ko kayang tumahimik. akala niya lang yun, maghintay siya at sa thursday ay tatahimik ako.
*** hindi ako nakauwi ng cebu ngayon para sa sinulog dahil may klase. hindi ako sinama ni mama. T_T nalungkot naman ako.
*** kahit papano ay less-depressed na ako. mga 98% na lang akong depressed.
*** nakakabaliw ang photoshop at imageready. 2 gabi akong puyat dahil lang sa kakagawa ko ng avatars/icons at kung ano-ano pa. o_O
*** nagpapanic na ako para sa isusuot sa debut ni kaille. bawal ang black at white at formal ito. gawd. wala akong formal na damit, semi-formal lang. at kamusta naman... black lang ata ang kilala kong option pag bumibili ako ng damit na pang-party. at wala rin akong sapatos. at wala rin akong pera dahil kailangan ko yung pera para sa research/semi-thesis namin. NAMANNNN!!! kawawang bata naman ako. [bakit ba kasi nauso pa ang formal attire?!?]
ayan, so far, nasabi ko naman na ata lahat ng dapat kong sabihin. wish me luck.
EDIT: naalala ko bigla ang usapang boys namin ng 'kada. ... oh how we all love JOHN CENA. &hearts haha. yes, you
heard read it right. hindi ko ikinakahiyang mahilig ako manood ng RAW, afterburn at lahat na ng WWE shows. haha. nakakatuwang malaman na nung nagbubuntis ang nanay ko sa akin at sa isa kong kapatid ay paborito niyang panoorin ang WWE... dun niya siguro ako ipinaglihi maliban sa sotanghon. sinong makakalimot kay hulk hogan na dilaw na dilaw at mahilig magpunit ng damit? at kay undertaker na tumitirik ang mata at mahilig ilagay ang nakakalaban niya sa kabaong? at si bret hart na aminado akong crush ko nung bata pa ako.. hay... memories memories.
UY! WWE PALABAS SA TV!! SUGOD!!Labels: love. crush. rants.
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mimai blue eyes.
Friday, January 19, 200711:17 PM
blue eyes is the <3. don't we all wish we have eyes like those???
EDIT: (o_O)
inaamin kong inaantok na ako... at anong oras pa lang??? soree naman...
6:30-7:00 lang naman ang klase ko.
hindi lang naman ako nangarag sa tatlong quiz,
sa pagkalate namin sa biochem,
sa nakakawindang na nucleic acids,
sa nakakaantok na phar11,
sa nosebleed na biostatistics
at sa nakakangarag na laboratory. hindi naman masyadong nakakapagod.
pero ayos lang dahil natapos ko na ang layout... ang maipagmamalaki kong layout na 2 gabi kong inatupag at dahilan kung bakit di ako nakapag-aral.
pero ayos lang. basta ako masaya.
masayang masaya. hindi pa pala, gagawin pa namin yung pre-thesis research namin. amp talaga.
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new layout.
Thursday, January 18, 20079:45 PM
new layout again. too bad hindi ko siya ma-view sa firefox. sheesh...
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adobe overload.
Sunday, January 14, 20072:44 PM
some banners && avatars i made. ...most of them all are gee's.
a treat for all gerard way fans out there.^^ yes, we all do love him. but no, he's not single anymore. he's dating a new girl... supposedly (as i have read it). and knowing that broke all our hearts... well, we can be happy for him.
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You smell like old people & soap... and I like it.
Saturday, January 13, 200710:28 PM
What happened today was incredibly... sweet. We went to the missionaries of charity in tayuman to have our institution visit for our NSTP. i have to admit that i was not so positive about it at first when i found out that it was... erm... a home for the aged. simply because i think i don't have the patience to be with them since they can range from being makulit to just plain weird old folks. We spent hours with the lola(s) and have very interesting and touching lives. they say good things, not so good things and nonsense things but heck, they made me wanna cry because you can actually feel that they were deprived from the love and care that they deserve from their family.
I was tired and wasted ( i almost fell asleep on the LRT... again. ); feeding them, putting them to bed and answering to their every demands and every work i've done... it was all worth it.
My share was not fairly enough to suffice their needs but i know that somehow, we made them happy. we somehow gave them love.
EDIT: there was this lola & she was somehow new there. some of the lola(s) told us that she never talks. pero kanina... she was sharing stories with andieli, kat and me.
Nung pauwi na kami, she cried when we bid farewell. that hit me right on the spot. gawd.
i'll miss them. maybe someday i'll go back there and visit them. i do hope they could still remember me.
Labels: charity, compassion, love, old people
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disenchanted layout.
Tuesday, January 9, 200712:05 PM
finally, a new layout for the new year. i decided to keep it clean and simple this month. it's actually the first layout i made that is so plain yet so meaningful to me. gerard is solely featured on this one [simply because i was inspired of his new year's resolution] and the song disenchanted... my life song as of today. do enjoy my new layout okay? i stayed up all night just to fix that.
EDIT: i was thinking of making layout requests since i was already doing wallpapers and ava reqs. though i would still have to think about it... tweaking layouts is NOT an easy job!
starbuck is PWNED by x_trigger-happy_x! LMAO!
~ack! i'm currently craving for peanut butter crispies and choco frappe. damn guilty pleasures.
EDIT 2: i'm outta here. i need to study for our exams tomorrow. awwww... this is going to be a loooooong day. *sigh*
Labels: disenchanted, new layout, requests
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HELLO SUNSHINE!
Wednesday, January 3, 20071:05 PM
the weather is currently having it's mood swings, and so do i. i have been in a roller coaster of emotions lately, what a good thing to start the year. btw, i'm saying that in my most sarcastic tone. i've been really quiet in the past 3 days... let's just say, i'm not in the mood to talk or maybe i don't know exactly what to say and how to say it. i am absolutely not okay. my life is like a soap opera and my character is the one who hides in the closet and talks to dust fairies about her life. i always had troubles when to comes to self-expression and/ or socializing or whatever that deals with talking and telling people how you feel. I'M LOUSY at such. that was always the dilemma, but i don't mind not doing something about it. not only until you get all used up and you get all weary and in the end, you always end up that depressed patient in a psychiatry clinic. yes, i'm that patient.
i'm now in between my sanity and insanity... or i don't know.
i am always the "i don't know" person.
it's not that i don't care, i just don't know how exactly to care.
i'm so into the details that i forget about the whole picture, so the picture gets all torn into million tiny pieces.
i hate emotional breakdowns... and i don't usually have one. but when i do, it's the kind of breakdown where you get all depressed and you have suicidal thoughts. good thing i don't cut my wrists or do some kind of violence to myself or else i'll be dead
i'm sorry for having the word "I" the most prominent word in this post. i know it's exclusively long for a rant but do forgive me on this.
\\\\i'll EDIT this some other day. crapola. i hate formal reports.
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anong petsa na??
Tuesday, January 2, 200710:02 PM
juskow. huling huli na ko bumati... anyways, HAPPY NEW YEAR sa lahat! gusto kong magpost kaso mabagal mag-load ang blogger [f --> blogger] medyo tinamad ako sa aking layout kaya gagawa ako ng bago.
HOMAYGULAY! i'm back to posting in tag-lish. tsk3. pagbigyan nyo ko ngayon lang dahil kailangan ko lang sabihin ang lahat ng pwede kong sabihin.
let me start my year by *glomping* you guys... sa mga kaibigan, sa mga link-ex ko, at sa lahat ng mga naliligaw sa blog ko at nagttiyagang magbasa ng mga post ko. MARAMING SALAMAT! *iyak iyak iyak* ROFL.
sa hairstylist na nag-ayos ng buhok kong buong taon na magulo ~ salamat.
sa tita ko na pinagnenokan ko ng acetone para mabura ang kulay sa aking mga kuko ~ salamat.
sa mga magulang ko na medyo hindi ko kinakausap lately [kung bakit? next time ang kwento.] ~ salamat parin.
sa mga naging inspirasyon ko sa nakaraang taon at yung sa kasalukuyan ~ salamat.
dun sa iba pa... ~ salamat.
kay GOD. wala ng paliwanagan. ~ salamat to the maximum level.
Labels: happy new year, thanks
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