the weather is currently having it's mood swings, and so do i. i have been in a roller coaster of emotions lately, what a good thing to start the year. btw, i'm saying that in my most sarcastic tone. i've been really quiet in the past 3 days... let's just say, i'm not in the mood to talk or maybe i don't know exactly what to say and how to say it. i am absolutely not okay. my life is like a soap opera and my character is the one who hides in the closet and talks to dust fairies about her life. i always had troubles when to comes to self-expression and/ or socializing or whatever that deals with talking and telling people how you feel. I'M LOUSY at such. that was always the dilemma, but i don't mind not doing something about it. not only until you get all used up and you get all weary and in the end, you always end up that depressed patient in a psychiatry clinic. yes, i'm that patient.