what's there so much about valentines?
Monday, February 12, 20076:42 PM
yeah. they say valentine's day is just around the corner.
so what?people keep blabbering topics about love and that sucks because i really don't have anything to talk about it. my
LOVELIFE is LITERALLY DEAD. that is why i hated valentine's, it had never been good or even nice. what is there about love that everybody rants about?!?! a lot of people have this mindset: love is something that has something to do with your boyfriend/girlfriend. WTFH?!? that is not just what love is all about. but heck, they give a lot of damn about it.
and now i'm listening to some sappy lovesongs in my playlist. and what does that makes me feel? NOTHING. which makes me a total apathetic crap. so why am i ranting like this? ----> simply because... i want to love but i'm scared. i'm hell scared that i might even forgot to make my heart beat. i want to love but maybe it's just not the right time yet; or maybe i just wanna swoon like everybody else; or maybe i just miss myself smiling like crazy when i'm in love or maybe i just wanna get some candies and chocolates this valentines or...
maybe i just dried out of love which made me so thirsty of it.
yes, i don't get sparks anymore. it's only the superficial feelings i just get. poor hopeless romantic me.
i need a hug my fictional romeo. NOW.
EDIT: sorry readers for such immature content. i'm in an emotional-fit right now. please bear with me.
Labels: love, loveless, valentines
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